Have you ever had that one relationship where your lust had turned into love? Or when you thought you would never change your habits until that special someone convinced you otherwise? Well im currenty in one of those relationships…I am in love but, I just cant seem to make my bad habits go away permanently. I get jealous for everything but in my defense, I just had a baby so, isnt that a natural feeling? I just dont understand why I feel like this? I should feel like im on top of the world but why dont I?…..